Happy belated 4th of July
excitedWow another one has passed, I wonder if I'll be in America on a 4th of July. I mean come late this year I will be going back to California, to sort out some paper work. Because I have decided to live and work in the UK. Yeah so I know paper work won't take me a year to do, so I wonder will I ever get to see another 4th of July in America. I really miss them they are so incredible. I always seem to cry a little when it comes around. Just for a lot of reasons. I think anyone that is proud to be a part of their country would understand that. It don't matter where they are from. England, America, Japan, it really don't matter. I guess that is pride and honor huh? I linked this journal to my website but I now have decided to remove it, as I will put more personal things here than what I'd like people to know. So I may go and put my other journal and have that linked to my site. I don't know I get worried sometiems about writing about really personal things. Worried about who will read it, what will be said. Most of the time though I don't care what people say, but if I am including other peoples names and such they might not be too thrilled at me including them in my rants. I have a weblog and that is very public but we all know sometimes we just want to write, just for us. I do anyway. God knows how many weblogs I have online. Lol i think we all went through that at one time or another.
So yesterday I was pretty down. 4th of July and all. Family is in America. I spend the 4th alone here at home with a few online friends that are so dear to me. Like Chris, well Chris he is just the most amazing guy I have ever met and so very lucky to have gotten to know him. I hope that he is in my life forever. Does that sound corny? Well it's not, not to me anyway. I care about his very much, care about what he thinks of me, about how he feels. I want to be with him is the bottom line, but I know I can't because he is taken at the moment. I know most people will walk away. But I mean our friendship is very special and I guess no one would really understand it. I like the fact we have so much in common, well enough that we like to talk but not too much that we finish each others sentences lol, that would get boring. Not to mention that he is one gorgeous tall man with gorgeous blue eyes lol. I like that we can "talk" about anything you know? You'll hear a lot about him in my posts. More here than on my weblog site. I asked him today if he would like to be co-web with me on two of my domains and he said YES!!! So I'm really happy about that, and apparently he was too. He said he likes the fact he'll get some experience so that he can start working on his site. He's into directing, filming, editing films/video's. I've seen some of his work he's pretty good. I look forward to seeing a lot of good stuff coming from him. Okay enough about Chris. Hi!!! Chris if you ever read this lol. Ok well that about all for now. Not sure what I will be doing about the link, I may have to cross post sometimes, to the other journal. Anyway see you!